Aerianna Ray
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Unsocially Social
Social anxiety has never been something I really thought was always apart of me. Which is kind of shocking to think so. You see all my life I was the introverted one -the "shy" one. Most often then not I was the quiet one that loved to help when she could. To those that were close knew me as the one that you had to convince a little to leave her room because she rather be alone then in a crowd of people. You had to inform her before hand that there would be people she did not know so she could prepare herself. Or of places there would be crowds in general. Hated talking on the phone because hearing the voice but not being able to read the body language makes her uncomfortable. What if the person on the other end was hiding their feelings?! She just preferred face to face contact if anything. She also has a bad habit of washing her hands after shaking hands with people. She would go through half a bottle of hand sanitizer in a day if you let her. She was crazy in the context that she was willing to always try new things. She found hugging was easier as it allowed others into her space forcibly so she was able to find them okay to be around. She was a social mess but could hide it well for others not to worry if she felt she had too. She never wanted to e the partypooper so she never really wanted to go to the party.
By Aerianna Ray6 years ago in Psyche