Nicole White
Bio
Just here trying to figure out life and everything in between.
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Reaching Reality
Why do I only write when I’m feeling heartbreak? Is it because that is when I’m truly myself and having to face reality? I’ve always thought reality as an overrated concept. I never truly dealt with the events in my life. I never dealt with my childhood, depression, anxiety, heartbreak; nothing. It’s all still their lingering and at times, it’ll all sink in at once, but I go on in life like nothing has ever happened to me. I smile, try to show others happiness and give their life fulfillment, even though I am left with nothing, but emptiness. All the time. I think I do this because I know how it feels to be the one feeling nothing but oblivion, and I wouldn’t want anyone to feel that way. With a life that has been based off many lies, betrayals, and emptiness, there starts to become ways of rejecting reality.
By Nicole White5 years ago in Psyche