Ohnny Sparks
Stories (2/0)
Dear Mom, My Heart Hurts
I was 15 years old when I felt my first true heartbreak. I may have been too young to understand what love really is but the heartbreak was too easy to slide into my wheel of emotions. I met him in science class. He was the smartest one there, under me of course. Not only was he intelligent but he had the humor of a class clown and the looks of a teenage heartthrob. I don't know what he saw in me but I believe now that the only reason he was interested was simply because I never threw myself at his feet like the other girls did. After a while, we became close friends. I never mentioned my feelings for him but during summer break he brought it out of me and asked me to be his girlfriend through text message. Once classes started up again we were able to see each other every day and I started to notice the pattern of his distance. I still remember the pain of the first warning sign that he wrote on his hand to plant on my poor confused face.
By Ohnny Sparks6 years ago in Humans
Depression Is My Lifestyle
I've had depression my whole life and only noticed it at age 13 when suicide awareness was pushed into my book of knowledge by every teacher in junior high. I was constantly told it was wrong to not want to live and I never understood why. Why was I not allowed to want to die?
By Ohnny Sparks6 years ago in Psyche