Samantha Burgess
Stories (10/0)
Alone
Being alone doesn't have to be a bad thing. Sometimes it can be quite peaceful. Sometimes it can be eye-opening and amazing. Being alone can ease the mind and bring you comfort. I didn't always look at being alone this way but then I realized that sometimes being alone is better.
By Samantha Burgess6 years ago in Motivation
You Lied
You lied to me. You lied when you told me that you love me. You lied when you said you would never do anything to hurt me. You lied to me when you said I was the only woman. You lied to me when you said you cared about me, it's very clear to me now that you didn't care at all.
By Samantha Burgess6 years ago in Poets
Depression
Depression is the biggest liar I have ever met. It tells you that you are useless and unworthy. It tells you that you should be ashamed of yourself and it tells you that you are the worst person in the world. It tells you that you are hideous and inferior. It tells you that you are unlovable and alone in this world.
By Samantha Burgess6 years ago in Psyche
Worth
I want to feel like I'm worth something to you. I just want to feel like you still love and appreciate me the way that you use to. Lately you have been making me feel so worthless, like I mean absolutely nothing to you. I know I'm worth more than this. All I want is for you to show me that you love and want me. Show me that I'm worth the disagreements. Show me that I'm worth whatever bad times we might go through. Just show me the worth that I show to you every single day. Just show me that I mean more to you than this. Show me that I am worth more to you than this. I'm worth more than you just pushing me away. I'm worth more than you just ignoring every kind thing I try to do for you. Just prove to me that I am worth something in this life. Prove to me that the good outweighs the bad. Prove to me that I'm worth staying with. Show me that I am worth caring for. Show me I am worthy of being loved. Why do you choose to make me feel so worthless in this life? I don't understand what I have done so wrong. I realize I am not perfect, but I know that I am worth it. I will not allow you to make me feel this way anymore. It is cruel and unfair for me to be the only one putting any effort into this. All I want is for you to do is cuddle and kiss me like you use to. I want for you to come home and feel somewhat happy that I'm there. I want you to want me the way that you use to. I just want you to truly love me again. I want you to put in the effort again. I have not given up on you so why have you given up on me? I will not allow you to break me down any further. I love you and I want to be with you, but I can't keep feeling like I'm worthless. I need for you to show me that I am not. Or I will not stay. It will hurt me so much to leave, but I'm worth more than what you are doing to me. I deserve more. I'm worth it.
By Samantha Burgess6 years ago in Poets
Hope
Hope has always been a concept that has intrigued me. I never understood why I had it but still something I believed I needed growing up. Things were extremely difficult and even harder to handle at such a young age but I kept doing. I kept pushing through.
By Samantha Burgess6 years ago in Motivation
Trust
I trusted you and you tore me apart. I showed you every flaw I had within myself and you through them all back in my face. You took all of my insecurities and proved them right. You stole every dream I ever had and shattered them with violent words. But I trusted you.
By Samantha Burgess6 years ago in Poets