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Cords, Curses, Bindings, and Contracts

Cyndi Dale

By Iria Vasquez-PaezPublished 5 years ago 2 min read
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Cords, curses, bindings, and contracts all happen on an energetic level. I’m figuring out that I have cords in my system from family that looks like those thick garden hoses Dale describes. The nature of one such contract is that I agree to stay poor, yellow is a color about exchanging beliefs, one belief being that I do not make my own money, I have to stay low-income. Life energy cords abound to my past lives where I was a witchcraft practitioner over and over again. My family threw me under the bus in many a past life, forcing me to believe their religion exclusively.

I have to get rid of that life-energy cords-I’m making some progress with this. Codependent contracts or bargains involve giving my mother energy. I am busy energetically providing for both parents. I’m also deciding right now to stop doing this. I take in their pain, in exchange for their energy, and an ability for their untreated behavior to keep going. I have quit giving people in my primary relationships energy. Curses can happen at times between family members. If somebody would like to perceive you as the ill one, then that’s a curse that flows between people. It doesn’t matter how many times they preach having good will towards you, if you know they have ill-will, it is best to avoid them.

I have been bound before by somebody hostile in an AA group, who was pagan, she bound me from attending the group. I eventually managed to attain sobriety. My roommates in 2004 were a result of bindings from past lives. I managed to undo the bindings and move living situations. Energy markers instruct others on how to treat the marked. I’m sure I have a marker that says abuse me since I can see the counterclockwise swirls that form a symbol. I keep my interests secret from other people because somebody might abuse me for liking Star Trek or whatever else I like.

My life is stuck, I definitely have holds, or energy restrictions placed on me by my family about making money or in my case, not making much money so as not to threaten them with my own financial power. The miasm my family has is to make sure they perpetuate lies about my mental health, that I have something I do not have. Sure, I’m schizophrenic but that it is it. Many disabled people do not have intellectual disability in addition to their disability. I’m done with people assuming I have stuff I do not have.

Filaments are energy strands to pathways or layers of realities, which Cyndi Dale writes about in Energetic Boundaries, (61). I’m the sort of healer capable of moving filaments and allowing in energy from unexposed pathways, with energy contracts disappearing when you determine the payoff. My payoff for staying low-income is safety, interpersonal, and otherwise. This is one such payoff for me not making enough money to support myself. I’m in therapy right now at a clinic near me where I found therapists. Winter break for the school is coming up but I found therapists around. At any rate, I’m making sure I get help for myself. I want to get a job, and I want to make money. I’m extremely motivated for either. But you see, I know my blocks. I have my blocks in mind. My blocks are what stop me from making any sort of headway financially. Then again I do not believe in that manifestation stuff, I believe in doing the actual work.

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Iria Vasquez-Paez

I have a B.A. in creative writing from San Francisco State. Can people please donate? I'm very low-income. I need to start an escape the Ferengi plan.

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