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Life

By Ben Dover

By Ben DoverPublished 6 years ago 3 min read
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Mental Warfare

What is the point of life?

Pain and misery?

Why work hard to live such a short life?

80? 90? 100?

Who cares! I'm tired of life!

I'm tired of waking up and the first thing I do is spend an hour on the phone...

I'm tired of wondering how many likes or followers I got Instagram...

I'm tired of going to bed late and waking up at noon then turning around and complain about having no time to doing anything...

I'm tired of being broke... mentally, physically and emotionally...

I'm tired of worrying about money...

I'm tired of this dead end job...

I'm tired of being in debt and stressing out...

I'm tired of my anxiety interfering with me and not wanting to do anything...

I'm tired of sitting in my room worrying about something that's never gonna happen...

I'm tired of going to work and doing all the work because I fear getting fired...

I'm tired of saying I don't care but I do...

I'm tired of looking at my shoes when I walk and saying I need a new pair when nothing is wrong with them...

I'm tired of getting so worked because people do stupid little things that annoy me...

I'm tired of my addiction...

I'm tired of trying to explain it but no one understands it...

I'm tired of hearing "it's normal"...

I'm tired of being hit on by male and female for being "too handsome"...

I'm tired of always wanting to find someone to sleep with without considering the consequences of my action...

I'm tired of my coworker flirting with me making me want to jerk...

I'm tired of looking for hit and run project...

I'm tired of liking every girl then realizing it's for the wrong reasons...

I'm tired of being friend zoned...

I'm tired of being mistaken as liking someone because I'm too nice...

I'm tired of going to the corner of Ridge and Avenue just find a prostitute...

I'm tired of worrying about getting caught or wondering if I have an STD even though I wear a glove...

I'm tired of wondering if my meds work or if it's worth the damage...

I'm tired of wondering if therapy works...

I'm tired of everyone telling just be positive...

I'm tired of people giving me advice and then looking at their life, asking why they ain't applying it...

I'm tired of hypocrites...

I'm tired of being one...

I'm tired of my brother sitting his behind in front of the computer all day long doing nothing worth of crap...

I'm tired of them always yelling and screaming...

I'm tired of taking care of my whole family and wondering when I'll start mine...

I'm tired of never having any peace...

I'm tired of all this damn ringing in my ear...

I'm tired of always thinking about the past, present and future 24/7...

I'm tired of always wanting to say no but end up saying yes...

I'm tired of working up the courage to do something and then getting knocked off by something so small...

I'm tired of eating fast food and never eating healthy...

I'm tired of going to gym and working my ass for nothing...

I'm tired of wondering if people care...

I'm tired of being here physically but not mentally...

I'm tired of wondering if life is worth it...

I'm tired of it all...

Give me one wish, it wouldn't be for money or a better life but not be born...

This world is wack... Too much noise... Just calling it as it is...

But it's ok though... I'll keep swinging... One day at a time...

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About the Creator

Ben Dover

I writer about whatever going on in my life and this world. Hope you enjoy it!

The pessimist sees the glass half empty, the optimist sees it as half full but the realist sees it as both.

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