trauma
At its core, trauma can be thought of as the psychological wounds that persist, even when the physical ones are long gone.
Little Blue Pills
The bottle is filled to the brim - 90 pills for 90 days. The capsules crowd together like a field of tiny blue flowers, overlapping, blending together. “So it’s finally come to this,” I think, extracting a single capsule and letting out a deep exhalation before swallowing it down. It strikes me as fitting that the oldest SSRI is a lovely shade of bright blue. Taking blue pills to kill my blues. It oughta be a country song.
Kerry KehoePublished 2 months ago in Psyche- Top Story - February 2024
My Little Valentine
It wasn’t My Funny Valentine. It wasn’t I’m a Little Valentine. Can I find it? No. So I will have more to say before I get to it.
Denise E LindquistPublished 2 months ago in Psyche - Top Story - February 2024
Camouflage
Grief never stops. She simply camouflages herself in different forms, daring you to challenge facing it, day after day. Sometimes sexy and alluring, we all enjoy a moment of self soothing, allowing what feels like release to wash over us-out of us, through tears, wails, cries, steps, stomps, dulled screams into feather fluffed pillows. Shameless, near infantile, reverting back primitively or perhaps to a state of childlike sorrow. Unable to express verbally the issue at hand, and coos and cuddles only go so far for so long. Lets face it, what are we as adults besides big kids playing pretend with our words, and having no one to patiently coddle us when we unexplainably sob.
Hayley MattoPublished 2 months ago in Psyche Maladaptive daydreaming
“Maladaptive daydreaming describes a condition where a person regularly experiences daydreams that are intense and highly distracting” (Meadows, 2021). Another way of definig what maladaptive daydreamng is can be said as - “maladaptive daydreaming is a mental health issue where a person daydreams excessively, sometimes for hours at a time. “Maladaptive” means this type of daydreaming is an unhealthy or negative attempt to cope with or adapt to a problem” (Meadows, 2021).
Mahpara MukhtarPublished 3 months ago in PsycheDon't Sign That Medical Release
Fantastic neuro-spicy TikTokkers raised my awareness about ADHD in women enough to inspire me to get tested at the age of 58. Unfortunately, nobody warned me about how much leeway a psychiatrist has when passing on your most traumatic, sexual, and personal details, including all of his session notes which he can send to your general practitioner. Now my most personal experiences and thoughts are available to non-medical office staff, an entire hospital/ insurance system and everyone in their offices with access to medical files.
Lisa SuhayPublished 3 months ago in PsycheThe Tortured Soul of Ravenswood
In the small town of Ravenswood, nestled between ancient forests and mist-laden hills, there lived a man named Adrian Blackthorn. Adrian was not like the other townsfolk. His eyes bore a haunting sadness, and his presence carried an air of quiet torment. Whispers circulated about the tortured soul that resided within him, as if an invisible weight pressed upon his every step.Adrian's affliction began on a stormy night, years ago, when tragedy struck his family. A mysterious fire engulfed their ancestral home, leaving only ashes and sorrow in its wake. Adrian, the sole survivor, was haunted by the memories of that fateful night. The townspeople spoke of a darkness that clung to him, an unseen force that seemed to feed on his grief.As the years passed, Adrian became a recluse, shunning the company of others. He would often be seen wandering the desolate grounds where his family home once stood, his steps heavy with the weight of unresolved pain. The townsfolk avoided him, for his presence seemed to cast a shadow over Ravenswood.One evening, a curious journalist named Olivia stumbled upon Ravenswood while researching enigmatic stories of tortured souls. Drawn to the whispers surrounding Adrian, she decided to delve into the mystery that gripped the town. Her inquiries led her to the doorstep of the brooding man, who reluctantly agreed to share his story.Adrian's narrative unfolded like a dark tapestry, woven with threads of grief and loss. As he spoke, Olivia sensed an otherworldly aura ermeating the air. Adrian believed that the fire that claimed his family was no accident but the work of a vengeful spirit seeking retribution for sins committed by generations past.Determined to unravel the truth, Olivia delved into the town's archives, unearthing forgotten tales of a curse that had plagued the Blackthorn family for centuries. Legend spoke of a forbidden pact made with a malevolent entity, a deal that bound the family to an eternal cycle of suffering.Drven by a relentless desire for redemption, Adrian and Olivia embarked on a perilous journey to break the curse. Together, they faced spectral apparitions, deciphered cryptic symbols, and confronted the sins of the past. The tortured soul within Adrian yearned for liberation, and as they delved deeper, the line between the living and the supernatural blurred.In the heart of the ancient forest, beneath the gnarled branches of the Blackthorn ancestral tree, they confronted the vengeful spirit. A spectral figure materialized, its eyes ablaze with centuries of anger. Adrian pleaded for forgiveness, acknowledging the sins of his forebears. In that moment, the ethereal presence wavered, and the weight that had burdened Adrian lifted.As dawn broke over Ravenswood, a profound stillness settled upon the town. Adrian emerged from the forest, his eyes no longer haunted, his soul no longer tortured. The once-aloof townspeople witnessed a transformation within him, and a newfound warmth permeated the air.Olvia, having chronicled the extraordinary tale, bid farewell to Ravenswood. The town, once shrouded in whispers of a tortured soul, now bore the hope of redemption. Adrian Blackthorn, no longer a prisoner of the past, embraced the dawn of a new chapter, leaving the haunting shadows behind.The story of the tortured soul became a cautionary tale, a reminder that redemption could be found even in the darkest corners of the human spirit. And so, the town of Ravenswood became a testament to the enduring power of forgiveness and the possibility of breaking free from the chains that bound the soul. Adrian Blackthorn's haunted past, marked by a tragic fire and a centuries-old curse, became a focal point for journalist Olivia. As they unraveled the dark secrets of the Blackthorn family, the line between the living and the supernatural blurred. Facing spectral apparitions and confronting sins of the past, they ventured into the heart of an ancient forest to break the curse. There, Adrian pleaded for forgiveness from a vengeful spirit, leading to a transformative moment at dawn. Ravenswood, once shrouded in whispers of a tortured soul, now stood as a symbol of redemption and the triumph over ancient malevolence.
Traumatic Effects
What is Emotional Trauma? Symptoms of emotional trauma, an emotional outburst, extreme anxiety, and relationship issues, may seem very “crazy,” but these expressions are nothing more than a human reaction to a very abnormal situation. Bluntly, emotional trauma stems from any situation that makes us, and other mammalian species, think that we are in danger.
Raven BlackPublished 3 months ago in PsycheThe Mind and the Universal Laws
Introduction It was during my darkest times that I found the light. I had been seeking answers externally, yet the source of light I needed resided within. Just as with me, your radiance shines brightly too. This light holds a universal essence, and the Universal Laws serve to illuminate and empower us throughout this journey we call life.
Shut Down Mode Engaged — Please Begin Emergency Restart Procedures
Last year, I did well. For a few solid months straight I was super motivated. I wrote articles every day and struggled to decide which projects to work on. Build my audience on Vocal media or here on Medium, finish editing the final draft of my book, and continue writing the new book I’m working on, I capped out most months on my eBay listings on my store. And I still have all of that going on, but I also have a real estate license to study for, as well as all the typical ‘mom-wife-life’ stuff I have going on.
Hope MartinPublished 3 months ago in PsycheMy Mother's Secret
I want to make it clear that I do not consent to this story being shared anywhere else. However, I will share my personal experience. When I was 17 years old, I became pregnant with my son. At that time, my family was going through a difficult period. My mother was struggling with depression and disconnected from her husband and our family. She became addicted to the computer, leaving me, as a pregnant teenager, to take care of my younger brother.
RealRedFoxPublished 3 months ago in PsycheThe Psychology of Fear (for dummies) Pt. 2
A Quick Recap In one of my earlier articles, we discussed how there are various different causes of fear that have altering degrees of significance to each persons psyche, depending on how relevant it is to their innate "triggers". We discussed how fear can be intentionally taught to a person by altering their responses to certain situations, and things, as well as how certain sounds can induce fear in specific individuals, but not others. Furthermore, we discovered that the state of solitude can induce a fear-response in certain individuals, which is tied to our human evolution. However, none of those discoveries are found to induce fear for every single person across the globe. So the question still remains; What is the one thing that every living human fears, regardless of our cognitive differences?
Nomfundo GumedePublished 3 months ago in PsycheThe Psychology of Fear (for dummies)
Everyone is scared of something. But is there some thing that everyone is scared of? What is the scariest thing possible? Is it thunder? Could it be shadows? Or perhaps being burned alive? The scariest thing, when seeking a universal fear that transcends cultural, age, and neurological differences, lies in the realm of the mind. To comprehend the origins of fear, we have to delve into the complicated process of how fears are learned.
Nomfundo GumedePublished 3 months ago in Psyche