Darci69 Ezinga
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My Choice of Disease
I remember the first time I used a drug for something other than it was intended for. I was 15 and I was at home waiting on two of my friends to come over to talk to me about something I had done to upset them. I was nervous about them confronting me about the situation. I hated confrontation, and I didn't know what I had done to make them angry with me. As I waited, I laid on the couch facing the kitchen, looking at the refrigerator, and sitting on the top of the refrigerator was a bottle of Codeine Cough Syrup, and I thought to myself how good that medicine made me feel a couple days ago when I was taking it for my cough. I thought I should take some now to make myself feel better, because I was feeling like hell because of the situation I was in. 15 minutes later I had taken at least five Tablespoons, and I was a new person. I felt happy, relaxed, I had no anxiety, and I felt confident, and self assured. Enough to face my friends and remedy the situation with no worries. I had just found heaven.
By Darci69 Ezinga5 years ago in Psyche